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TWO SEPARATED SOULS TWO SEPARATED SOULS CHAPTER 1 Yo! I’m Kim Kae Soon. People call me Kamy, slightly different from my real name. I’m 20 this year. My life had been really chaotic since my parents divorced and I’d been kicked out from my house. Bad mother I have, I know. Now, I have to live with my grandmother. This 67 year old lady a bit annoyed me since she likes to ask me to do chores. My mother kicked me because I spent her credit card like crazy hell much. Another reason is because I’m being so rude with her. Maybe I’m a bad daughter too. My parents divorced when I’m in 4th grade. That time, I don’t remember much because I had and accident few years ago so I lost a bit memory. I think so I just graduated from high school. In my new learning heaven, which is a bit like hell, I’ve met lots of good friends. And some bad ones. There’s also my old friend from high school, Kim Hyu Ra and Min Hae Ann. “Hey dudes! What’s up?” I greet them happily when we first saw at the front gate and get along through the first day. The second day of my new college, there’s one band singing on stage for the grand day for new students. They’ll also new students. This band sung a really beautiful song. I don’t know what the title is but I really like the song. I wonder what their name is. Hehe. “Hyu Ra, who are they?” I asked Hyu Ra. She answered right after I asked “You don’t know them? They’re hot singers you know! Some of them are our seniors” She yelled like I’m a deaf. “Oh, I see” rubbing my cheeks The ceremony is over and I went backstage to meet the photographer; yet the photographer was my friend too. I ran to the backstage and suddenly hit someone and fall onto his arms. Those warm arms, I can even feel that his costume was wet in sweat. I can smell his perfume too. That’s sexy. When I looked up, it was them! The hot singers. “Ah, I am so sorry!” I hurriedly get out from his arms. He just smiled and walked away. Deep in my heart, he is so handsome. Yeah, his hot! Who is he? I want to know his name. Like, I’m freaking in love with him!
CHAPTER 2 “Is that him?” I asked with shocked when I saw them (the hot singers) in my class. My eyes bulked, my jaw dropped. Is that really them? “Class, let’s introduced ourselves since we’re new here and some of you didn’t know each other” The teacher gave and instructions. “Let’s start with you at the back!” The teacher pointed at him. “HI, I’m Kim Myung Song. Call me El. Nice to meet you” He ended it with peace sign. It was so cute. Now I know his name. “Before the class ends, let’s exchange places. Now, swap places with everyone you’d like to sit with” All of us scatter in the class while I just sit down not moving anywhere. I’d already liked my seat. It’s under the air Cond dude. “Can I seat next to you?” My eyes bulked when I saw that guy. He’s one of the hot singers too. “Hi, you’re the one who hit me last time right?” Hey, that’s embarrassing! “Yeah, haha. I’m Kamy. You’re Lee Seung Yeon right?” I replied with blushed face. “Wow, how do you know?” “You a star dude!” Haha, we get all along together through the day. I’d already saw his name and his picture at the information board. I can’t believe this! He sat next to me. Maybe I’m the luckiest girl in the universe to have a seat next to a hot guy! We get to know each other through that day. Freaking happy me suddenly asked him out without thinking. “What?! What am I doing?” I mumbled myself after I asked him. He just answered “Okay. No problem. We can get along each other” I plastered a really wide smile on my face. Of course I’m happy! At the café, I and Seung Yeon had a lunch break together. Just the two of us. It’s getting really awkward when we don’t have a word to express. “So, Kamy, you took Performing Arts like me right? Do you want to be a singer?” He asked to change to atmosphere. I replied with confused “I haven’t decided anything yet but I’d really wanted to be an actress. It’s one of my biggest dreams” “Oh, wow! Me too. But my manager, Mr Darid or M.D accepted me as a singer since the band wanted 7 members” He continue after me. “You got a manager? Are you an artist?” I asked. He replied with smile “Yeah. I sang on stage on the ceremony. My band called AfterShock” He have a band? That was awesome. But while he explains it, my mind keeps asking myself “Where’s El? I want him to be here!” Suddenly, the apple of my eye came. It’s El. “Yeon, can I sit here?” Before Seung Yeon answers anything, I cut his line “Of course you can! Join us!” El just sit without looking at my face. What the hell? CHAPTER 3 This chapter I’ll tell you something about Seung Yeon and El (and the song) and stop for a while about the story. We start with Seung Yeon. People call him Yeon. His name suits his childish look. This friendly kid always entertains me with his jokes and attitude. Yeon, he has the ideal type a guy I want. With big dark eyes and childish look. Besides that, his attitudes towards ladies are very mannered. Yes, he’s a mannered guy. Really gentlemen. I really like his lines in the song he sung on the ceremony (I don’t remember the tittle) “Don’t you miss me? Don’t you remember me?” That part make me got goose bumps. Even the song freaked me out. I suddenly felt that I’ve fallen in love with him. Oops, sorry girls. But not as much I love this other guy I’m got to tell you. Now, it’s about Myung Song or El. I don’t know why he wanted people call him El. This particular guy seems slightly like one people in my life. I felt like he had been in my life before, like I’d met him before. But who is he? How can I have this freaking weird feeling? Unanswered questions strolling in my mind About El, he’s also my ideal type of guy. But he’s different from Yeon. El was an unfriendly kid that have no mannered towards ladies. His features are; His small sharp eyes and lips. The sexy unusual lips make me attracted to him. At the college, lots of girls fallen in love with him. One of the girls is me. Even though he’s not good enough for girls with his attitude, girls are insanely in love with him. Once Yeon told me “El is the face of the group that’s why he’s a bit arrogant and unfriendly to people. But if you know him and being his friend, he’s a good person. Really caring guy” But I don’t think so that’s true. Those insane girls (not including me) were trying to get along with him but all he did is just give away the chocolates he got to his friends. How rude! I can’t believe myself that I’ve fallen in love with him. Well, I love him more than I love Yeon. Weird. El, I felt like we had a chemistry. I felt like we’ve know each other before. I felt like he’d live with me before. This isn’t sound right but everytime I’m next to him, people said that we’re alike. Even our family name was the same! Next is about the song, now I remember! The song is called Paradise. It’s about eternal love a guy towards this girl. Seung Jun’s part “I love you, would you love me?” was my favourite part. He’s the youngest in the group. He hadn’t graduate yet so I haven’t seen him before. The guy dead before him and his girlfriend could live together. When he’s already dead, the soul is haunting his girlfriend since he saw her girlfriend didn’t even care about him anymore. The girl didn’t even visit his grave. The guy felt sad and said “With you right my by side this place would be paradise.” This song was really meaningful. I cried when the first time I heard. “Every night I used to be with you, But since you left my life only tears filled all my time” This is also my favourite line. Its Dung Won’s line. He’s the rapper. I like his big wild eyes and sexy lips. The leader, Seung Gyong has a really charming voice. “Shaking trembling, I can’t even stand on my feet” That’s his line. The best part of him was his small eyes. Also, he have a hamster features with that. Next is Wong Hyun. He’s Hyu Ra’s favourite. They’re already dating! “Oh i-I must forget, Oh I-I must move on so i-I must left you there alone yourself” “With you right my by side, this would be paradise, We can live together and its paradise Eternal paradise oh-oh” I can’t tell you a lot about them. It’s too long for this chapter. So, let’s continue the story on chapter 4
CHAPTER 4 Okay, let’s continue the story. El just sat next to Yeon without even smile at me back. That was so rude! Even though how rude he is, I have this awkward feeling that I’ve seen him before. Like, I’ve lived with him before we met now. But who is he? “El, this is Kamy. Our classmate” Yeon introduced me to him. Thanks Yeon! “Oh okay. I know” He replied with no interest. Wait, what does he mean “I know” ? We don’t even know each other. I’ve never talked to him. I just adore him. “Hi, I’m Kamy! Nice to meet you” I happily greet him. He just replied with “Yeah Yeon already told me just now right?” What the heck? He was so rude! I don’t like this! He just makes me felt so ashamed. I just want to be friendlier to new friends. What can I do instead of giving a smile to hide my embarrassing face? Seems like he’s not so friendly. Maybe it’s true what Yeon told me before. He only talks to Yeon while we’re eating. He didn’t even look at my face. Hello, am I so ugly here? Only Yeon responds to me while we’re chit chatting there at the café. Whatever he is, El was completely different person when he’s on stage singing than he, having lunch with him. I asked El spontaneously to change the atmosphere “El, have we met before?” “What are you talking about? I don’t know you” He answered and suddenly left the table. I and Yeon bulked our eyes seeing he’s weird attitude. I asked Yeon “Hey is he always like that when he’s with you? That was so rude!” His jaws dropped and shook his head left to right. What was he hiding behind from me? When I saw El talking to other girls, he’s so calm. But still rude. What is going on here? Why is he acting so weird when he’s with me? Does he have the same feeling as mine? But why he would? Is this some kind of mind trapping? This could make me going crazy. Somebody, help me!
CHAPTER 5 Today, cleaning chores begin at my house. Kamy, the lazy bug feeling freaking lazy to do all this. I also have allergy to dusts felt so got to suicide. “Young lady! Get your ass up and clean your room” Darn it, the old lady already yelling. When she entered my room, her jaw dropped and widen her eyes. “What? Because it’s messy?” I asked her with mad tone. She answered with shaky voice, “No, it’s because the posters. Is that…Kim…Myung Song?” What the hell? How did she know? Yeah I hung lots of AfterShock’s posters and I also wrote on my notice board “AFTERSHOCK EL, HOPE I’LL BE YOURS ONE DAY. FOREVER LOVE YOU” “AFTERSHOCK YEON, I LOVE YOU TOO BUT I CAN’T CHOOSE BETWEEN YOU AND EL. SORRY” What else can I say about those two? I really love them “How do you know him huh?” I asked my grandma back. She just shook her head and said “Nothing. Forget it. Now clean up” Ah, what is this? Is she hiding something big behind me? Very curious. “I’m going to find this out soon” I talked to myself. Day by day, like almost every day my grandma keeps entering my room and stares at El’s picture I hung on my wall. It’s making me even curious. What the hell is going on with my grandma? Is she mad or crazy or what?! “Opah, why you always stare on that picture? Do you know him?” She replied uncomfortably “Oh umm, nothing. Forget about it.” But, all this unanswered questions already strolling in my head. Why El acting so weird towards me? Why wouldn’t he look at my face? How could my grandma know about El? Why did I felt like I’ve met El before? Why El?” How could I solve everything in a short time? I can’t take this anymore.
CHAPTER 6 The next day, at the college. L is acting kinda weird at me. He didn’t even smile at me once or say something to me lately. What is wrong with him? Why is he so afraid of me? “What is wrong with everyone? I’m going crazy here!” I asked Yeon, who always help and comforts me throughout my problem without telling anyone. He just shook his head and lift his shoulder up and down; plus making a funny questioned face. Haha As you know, Yeon can be the best buddy I’ve ever had. He’s so gentleman and a good secret keeper. I don’t know how he can understand my smooch mood sway. “How about you go ask him today. Maybe he could answer it if you ask him face to face” Yeon suggested me. That’s a good idea too. Well, let me have my lunch first before everything. After I had lunch with Yeon, he accompany me to meet El. I’m sure I’ll get the answer today! “El!” I shouted along the alley. My voice echoes as the alley is narrow. He turned back to my responds. I took a deep breath and asked him “El, what’s wrong with you? Seems that you got problem. Tell me why you’re afraid to look at me?” I asked him with calm, trying to be a sweet little lady. “I…i…” In sudden attack, KRINGG~ the bell rings. We all get separated immediately before the guards saw us out here alone. “What was he going to say?” I speak in the voice of my heart in the class. I can’t even focus to the learning! What now? “Stupid bell! If you didn’t ring, I could get the answer.” Suddenly I yelled in the class. Gosh, what happen to me? All the students looking at me with frowned. “Kim Kae Soon, shut your mouth up!” Go to hell stupid teacher. Urgh, whats going on here. The students were all laughing at me. What can I do instead of…? “Excuse me! I got to go!” I just ran out of the class with my bag and headed to the basketball court. Then, I saw El alone. I think he’s thinking of something. Well, before everything gone crazy, I better confessed my feeling to him. I should! Or I shouldn’t? CHAPTER 7 Yeah, this is the time. The historical day ever. I’ve never proposed to a guy about my feeling so this is my first time as I really need to know what’s inside his heart. Butterflies in my stomach, my heart was about to fall, I felt like puking, Yuck. God, help me go through this today! I walked silently behind him without his notice. “El, i…actually…” He cut with “Oh, what do you want?” This rude kid ruined the situation. I continue “Nothing but, i…actually love you since we first met.” He snaps again “Then?” “I hope you don’t mind. But I’m confused. I can’t decide which one I should choose.” I said without any care anymore. “What do you mean ‘can’t decide which one’?” He still didn’t get it I think. I continue with a deep breath I took “I can’t decide to choose between you and…Yeon” Yes, I do have feeling towards Yeon. I don’t know how could this happen. It made me want to suicide now. SAVE ME! He replied suddenly in very calm mood “I actually love you too but..” I cut his words “But what?” He didn’t reply and just left me alone again. Can someone explain this to me? I really don’t understand. What was he going to say? What is this?! This always happen when I want to know an answer. “Arrghhh!!!!” My scream echoes as I’m alone in the basketball court. Within a minute after that, Yeon came to comfort me. “Hey Kamy, you’re okay? What are you doing here alone? Let’s go to the park since the class already finished” Yeon was so sweet. Why can’t I choose him instead of El? How can I love two completely different people? What is my ideal type of guy though? I just nod my head answering Yeon’s question.
CHAPTER 8 “Kamy, i..I can’t believe my feeling but, I’m in love with you” Yeon explain as I laid my confusing head on his lap at the park after we took a fresh air. I can feel his heart beating so fast. I know he really mean it. I answer with a deep breath “I also can’t believe myself that I love two best friends” He opened his eyes widely and said “What? So you do like me?” “I don’t like you, I love you” I nod my head with embarrassing face. What have I confessed? I’m so depressed now. How am I going to show my face and lay head like this next time? How am I going to sit next to Yeon tomorrow in class? How am I going to meet El when lunch time? Dude, kill me please. Because of embarrassment, I didn’t come to class on the next day. I puked all night thinking about those two guys. I have to make a decision now! I really need to choose one of them. But which one should I choose? Which one should I love the most? Suddenly, my grandmother peaked inside my room again to stare at El’s picture I hung. I’ve already felt bored seeing her observing El’s picture. I asked with mad tone “What is wrong with you? Staring at his picture? Do you really now him? If you do, just tell me!” I’m really going crazy that night. “He, I think I’ve seen him before” She starts explaining. “Seriously? I have the same feeling too!” I cut. She continues “I think I know who is he” Finally! I got one answer! I get up and get ready for her explanations. “He…ahh I think he’s not” She suddenly cut her line. “Opah! Please tell me what you are going to say! Please!” I beg for the answer badly. She rubbed her chin and go “Umm, I don’t think he is… ah nevermind! Just try to call your mother” What? Ended up just like that? Okay I will. Well, here where the conflict begins.
CHAPTER 9 On that night, I called my mum for more information about Myung Song ( El) “Mama, this is Kamy. Can I ask you something?” “Of course honey” I continue, “Umm mama, do you know Kim Myung Song?” She answered with shaky voice “Err, no. Why?” I forced her to open her mouth right in the moment, “Mama! Just tell me! I know you know something about him. Why don’t you just tell me?” She replied with sorrow tone “Actually, he’s your…” “Just say it!” I yelled. “I am going to say it!” She yelled back “Okay, he’s your… twin.” My tears burst out of my eyes. I can’t accept this. So he is my separated brother. Oh, God! Explain this to me! “Mama, I already fall for him and now you’re telling me he’s my twin? Why must you hide this before?” I yelled with tears. “I am so sorry. I didn’t mean to hide this but I thought you don’t need to know. Where did you guys meet?” I continue, “We’re in the same class and I’m already in love with him mom! I can’t accept this!” I hung up the phone immediately as I’m so depressed with this situation. Why must he be my separated twin? Why must I love him? I called Hyu Ra to share this problem but she didn’t answer. “Ah this stupid lady!” Should I tell Yeon about this? Or I shouldn’t? If I tell Yeon about this, he must be like “You must forget him and accept this Kamy” Ah! This is complicated! “Yeon, lets meet at the café before the afternoon class starts please” I message his phone. He just replied with “Okie dokie” Haha, so cute! At the café, I told him everything. I can’t hide this from him. He’s the only people I can thrust now. “So, he is..” He’s shaky voice, afraid to ask. “Yes he is! What am I going to do now? I’d already told him that…i…love him. Embarrassing ey?” “Forget about it! I don’t think so he knew about this.” He tries to bring back my confidence. “Perhaps so. I wonder what happen if he knows this” My stomach hurts thinking of this stuff. Suddenly, “Perhaps.. I think you know everything..” Someone came from behind and said so slowly with sorrow voice, blindfolding me from seeing him. I wonder who he is. CHAPTER 10 He took of his hands from my eyes. It was him. My separated soul. El. When I looked at him, I almost fainted. Can you feel how embarrassing am I? If you’re in my place, what would you feel if you confessed your feelings and what suddenly happen that he was actually your brother? Ahh! This is awful! “Oh umm El..” I turned my face down to not to look at him. “Now you know everything? I always love you” He said. I continue “I only love this one guy. He is Yeon! I love him FOREVER!” That’s the only thing that I could say to hide my embarrassment. I yelled till the whole café clapped their hands for the unexpected scene. It was a big impact. I could feel Yeon’s heart beating so fast. All he can do is plastered a big breath taking smile like he always do. “I haven’t finished talking yet Kamy” El cut the lovely moment. Suddenly, my whole family came into the café and stand behind EL before he finishes his words. He continues “Kamy, I love you since we’re born into this beautiful world. You are my only younger sister I have. That’s what I mean when you told me about your feeling. You should live happily ever after with my bestfriend, not me. Yeon, take care of my sister. You will, won’t you? As I am going to leave you soon” My heart was about to stop. I can see my family was crying. My mother said “Darling! You are not leaving!” What is this? What is happening? “What? You’re leaving? Where are you going?” Yeon and I said at once. We’re cute aren’t we? Without any other people’s reaction, he whispered to me something but it was so soft. I can barely hear it. It was something like ‘paradise’ at the end but I don’t know what it is.
CHAPTER 11 I confused. What did he said? Why everyone was crying? Where is he going? Suddenly, El kissed my forehead with his tenderly soft lips and a very slow voice saying “Goodbye sister. We had been separated for too long and we’ll going to be separated again. Forever and…e..ver..” He fell down on the floor. “El! El! What’s going on? What’s wrong with him mom? Dad? Yeon?” I yelled to everyone with tears bursting out of me. Everyone single person in the café surrounds us and mother answered with tears. “He.. Had brain can…cer…?” Now I know what did he said. I flashback “I’ll be going to paradise” BUT WHY HE HAVE TO LEAVE ME HERE ALONE? AGAIN?! I can’t believe my ears. Waters flowing out from my eye like a fire engine’s. Like a waterfall I think? Suddenly, my memory came back. I can see El and I playing together when we’re still a kid. I can see him! I cannot believe this fate. Is this the reality or I’m in a dream? He’s leaving me for the second time? How am I going to leave without him now? I love him! My whole family hugged me from struggling on El. Of course I struggle; I can’t stand with all this! “El! You’re not leaving! DON’T LEAVE ME ALONE!”
CHAPTER 12 We’d been back together for just a few days and he have to leave me again. He was the only brother I have in this world. The only brother I love the most. I can’t believe what had fate did to me. Now, I don’t have any siblings. Just lost my brother. Send me to paradise now dear readers. Until I’m writing this story back, I felt like suiciding! “Darling, enough crying. All this already happened. Come on, let’s go to the funeral” My dad helped my emotions. But I can’t take it. We got separated and found each other in the same cost back. I’m already in love with him and in sudden attack he left me. All this happen in the same time. EPIC! Why? Why all of this must happen at the same time yo people? “Kamy, mom and dad were very sorry for not taking good care of both of you. We’ve been a bad parents. Please forgive us” My mom apologised. I just nod my head. “Yeah Kamy, you have me now. I will always be beside you forever. Eternally.” My sweetheart comforts me. He always do! Let’s pray for my twin’s good. After the funeral, I went to his bedroom and saw something written on his closet. I think he wrote this earlier. “Kamy, the words I couldn’t say to you.. I love you.. These words I couldn’t bring myself to say it. – Myung Song” All I can do is bursting out tears and tears and tears. I cried out loud from the voice of my heart, leaning my back on his closet and hold his letter. “El, I love you too”
IS THIS VALENTINE’S? CHAPTER 14 Hi again, it’s me. This is a continue for what had happen to me on the first story. It had been a few months after my brother’s death. Now, it’s almost Valentine’s Day. A very special day for couples to serve their love ones. This is my first Valentine’s Day in my life. I’ve never celebrate it with my love ones. Now, I have Yeon so we can celebrate together. Yeay! “Hae Ann, what should I surprise Yeon this Valentine’s?” I asked one of my bestfriend for tips. “How about a candle light dinner at the Sweet Napoleon Restaurant? Just make it chaotic so he mad at you then you come from behind and ‘Booyah!’ him. Haha” That’s a good idea Ann! Not bad. I should take the opinion. I wonder what would he feel? Haha. After class dismissed, I met Yeon at the café we usually hang out; the café where my brother died. “Yeon, do you love me?” I asked. He answered with a funny look “Of course I do! I would marry you now if I could” You’re funny Yeon. I was just asking. “Have you celebrate Valentine’s Day before?” “I think I have. But once. No I don’t think I have one. Ah, I don’t remember.” Said Yeon confusingly. So he didn’t even celebrate once just like me. Okay, this is good. I was just surveying! Since Valentine’s Day is tomorrow, let me book a table for us. Wait, I think it supposed to be a guy doing this? Why me? “Hello, I want to book a candle light dinner table for two at seven for tomorrow please” “No problem miss!” said the worker at the restaurant. “So, table 16. This is going be the best Valentine’s I’ve ever had!” I said while walking out from the restaurant. Hmm, why Yeon didn’t prepare anything for me? I am so jealous with Hae Ann and Hyu Ra. Why their sweetheart set everything for them but me? What’ wrong with Yeon though?
CHAPTER 15 Its 5p.m 13.2.2011. I can’t wait for tomorrow! “Yeon honey, let’s meet at the park after class can we?” “Anything for you baby” Said Yeon. When we’re at the park, we took a stroll, inhaling fresh air that surrounds us. We met a bench under a shady tree and I lay my head on his lap. “Yeon, tomorrow is my first Valentine’s in my life. Hope everything went just right. Hmm” I mumbled on his lap. “Honey, everything would be fine~” His voice sounds shaky and scared of something. What is wrong with him now? Urgh! “Hey, you sounds different to day. Do you got problem?” I asked him with a mad tone and lift my head away from his lap. “No, nothing darling. I just..i’m not feeling well today. Sorry baby.” He said. Its making me more curious. Is he hiding something behind me? Why wouldn’t he tell me? This seems not right! I need to figure this out. Yeon, you’ve been a bad boy lately!
CHAPTER 16 Seung Yeon’s Part of This Story Hi, I’m Seung Yeon. Kamy’s sweetheart. You already know about me right? Okay, want to know why I act weirdly in front her? Let me tell you something. Few days before 13.2.2011, there’s one guy came to me when I’m in the toilet at the college. “You’re Seung Yeon right?” “Yes I am. Who are you?” “I want you..to stay away from Kamy! Or I’ll rip your eyebrow!” BAMM! He slams the toilet door leaving me with a shocked face. Who is he? Why he wouldn’t let me get near Kamy? I mean, hello? She’s my girlfriend dude! Days after that incident, I asked some of my friends about him. Despite the feeling that El had leave all of us, I had no bestfriend. But now I found one! Yeah, Nam Wong Hyun. “Hyun, do you know that gangsta?” I asked with a scared voice when I saw him at the cafeteria. “Whoa, that dude! If I’m not mistaken, his name is Kwang Dong Woon. Why?” “Oh okay thanks! Nothing. Just asking. He looks like a gangsta.” I replied. With fright filling all the empty spaces in my stomach, I approached him and say “Hey, can I ask you? Why wouldn’t you let me get near Kamy? She’s my girlfriend though” He replied with a hoarse voice “You still don’t get it huh kid? I.. I LOVE HER, YOU DUMB! If I saw you with her in public, I’ll shoot your head off!” BAMM! He slammed the door again leaving me with a shocked look. So, a gangster like him also have feelings huh? Well, gangster is still a gangster but in a gangster’s heart, they got a really beautiful garden. Haha so cute! One more thing is I saw him near the parking lot in front of the restaurant. I know he’s going to shoot my head off so I act uncomfortably towards Kamy. And I also left something in my room You’ll know it later. And this is why I didn’t set up a good Valentine’s for her. I don’t want her to be too excited Let’s get back to the story now!
CHAPTER 18 Back to The Story I wonder why he act so bad like that lately? Yeay, it’s the big day in my life! The time has arrived! I took a pink simple dress and tied up my hair with a bow. I just want to be as simple as I could. I couldn’t imagine how handsome is my Paradise Prince would be? I put my camera in my handbag, touched some powder and I’m ready to go! It was 6.30p.m. “I’ve already booked for table 16 under the name, Kamelia.” “Okay, I’ll take you to your seat miss.” “It’s 6.50 and he hadn’t showed up yet?” I whispered by myself in my car. My plan is, · Stay in car until 7.15 · Make Yeon wait for me. · Cause trouble when he calls me. “Sorry, I cant come” · When he’s going out from the restaurant, go kiss him on the lips · TAA DAAH! I LOVE YOU! Yeah, that’s my plan. Do you think it’s going to work? Hell yeah! But he didn’t even showed up yet? “Oh there he is!” This is going to be epic~ Begin my step one. Tic toc tic toc, it’s already 7.15pm. Is he going to call me? Wait, why he didn’t seem to look comfortable there. And he’s talking on the phone with someone? Huh? I’d wait for another 10 minutes and he calls me. “Darl, where are you?” “Umm honey, sorry I can’t come. I got problem with the bank. I am so sorry!” The he hung up. He seems to be really mad. Oh God, this is epic. Oh wow! He’s going out from the restaurant! Yes! I ran out of the car and scream “Yeon!” Kissed him on his lips in front of many people. His face turned red and he plastered a big smile and a giggle. Then he kneeled and kissed my hand “Honey, this is the best Valentine’s ever” I just blushed and smile. Everyone around us clapped their hands and suddenly…
CHAPTER 19 POOM! “Aahh! Seung Yeon!” I shouted till the last tone of my throat. I can’t accept this reality! Seung Yeon suddenly fell into my arm with bloods spilling out of his head. This can’t happen again. I’ve experienced once..losing my love one. Seung Yeon is not leaving me! No, he’s not leaving! “Yeon please! Wake up! You’ve promised me you’ll be by my side forever! DON’T LEAVE ME!” I yelled. Tears flowing down like a river down my cheeks. I almost fainted seeing lots bloods on my hands. Few minutes later, the ambulance came. Thanks to the good human who called the hospital. All I can do is cry and cry and cry, hope and hope in the ambulance. Just hope! “Yeon, stay strong! You’ll survive!” At the hospital, all I do is cry for hope. He is going to survive this! Then his parents came and hugged me “Who did this to him? I’m going to kill that person” Said Yeon’s day, Mr. Yong. Yeon’s parents also bring Yeon’s present for me. I haven’t open it yet. Suddenly, the operation theatre door opens. And doctor came out with the result. “Doctor! How is he?” I stand up and wipe my tears. The doctor replied “I’m sorry young lady. He..”
CHAPTER 20 “He what?!” Aunt Lee yelled. “He can’t survive. The bullets.. shot straight to his center nerve so..” “DON’T SAY ANY WORDS! I CAN’T ACCEPT THIS! Why fate have to be so bad on me? I haven’t feel Valentine for 18 years! Is this Valentine’s Day?!” I yelled louder. When I enter the room, the nurses already covered him with white blanket. This isn’t happening to me again! I am not going to lose my love one! “THIS ISN’T TRUE. THIS IS JST A DREAM!” I shouted with tears and a fake giggle. I look like a mad person with messy hair, messy make up. When I open the white blanket and tears fall on his pale face. This isn’t seems right. Who ruined my first Valentine’s? His mom kissed his cold forehead and leaving a water; tears. “I am so sorry Kamy” I heard a voice. A voice spoke to me. “Huh, Seung Yeon?!” I turned back to look at him. “Seung Yeon?!” I screamed with smile and went back to him. “But doctor, you said he’s dead?” The doctor can only look down. The nurses covered their mouth with their hands. I can barely hear them say “This is miracle!” “That’s a ghost!” I looked at him with a happy tears that he didn’t left me. But, his face was pale like a dead person, his lips suffering from dryness. His eyes, he can’t barely open it. I’ve never seen anyone like this before. This is a new experience. A bad one! Gosh, can I die along now so we can live happily ever after. “Kamy, I.. love.. you. Take.. c-ca..care” He fainted and dropped my hand. Wait, he is going to leave me? No please. “Yeon! Yeonie!” I cried. His mum, Hyu Ra and Hae Ann (who suddenly came) hugged me and took my away from him. Then, the nurses covered him with the blanket back and took him away from my eyes. Crying situation flooded the operation theatre. Some people over there also cried because of the incidence. Is this Valentine’s? Is this what they called Valentine’s?
CHAPTER 21 IT HAS ENDED His last words, I’ll remember it till today. It has been about two years after the incidence and I still didn’t have my own Valentine’s Day. I will and I would wait to have a Valentine’s with Seung Yeon and my brother, Myung Song (El) in paradise. I know this might sound crazy but I really meant what I said. I stick with the one I love. About the person who shot Seung Yeon, it’s Kwang Dong Woon. I don’t know who the hell is he but he got caught and got hung on the death rope in jail. Serve you right! But what’s the reason he did that? Ah forget it. Oh yeah, about the present that he didn’t get in time to give it to me before..err..before he leaves, it was a small red velvet heart shape box with a ring in it and small note written “Marry me!”. This making my tears flowed more! Isn’t that sweet? I wore the ring everyday and wrote all sweet words that he had said to me on a memo so I can hung it on my closet, door, mirror, memo board and also on my picture frame; with the last picture I got with him. “I love you forever Kamy..” Wait, who said that?
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